Break the spell

The voices were odd

I thought it was God

I made my prayers

But they never reached Him

I thought I lost my mind

But I only lost myself

Do you ever wonder why?

It’s because we have died

I wanted to whisper

In your ear again

To wrap my arms around you

And feel your warm against me

But then I remember

And I surrender

To my memories 

They were never sweet

I fall, I hit the wall

I saw what my fears showed me

In my dreams, I was always free

Yet, I didn’t bleed

Because now, that the sun rised

I lost the shine of your bright soul

There’s a whole I can never cure

Was there before or after the rupture?

Do I know what’s been changing me?

I know now 

That I don’t miss you somehow

I’ve got used to your abscence

I fall, I hit the wall

I saw what my fears showed me

In my dreams, I was always free

Yet, I didn’t bleed

Because now, that the sun rised

I lost the shine of your bright soul

The clash of my faith to your disgrace

I cannot erase 

From my nightmares

A lonely soul like mine

Will always fight

Against the darkness of your cold eyes

I fall, I hit the wall

I saw what my fears showed me

In my dreams, I was always free

Yet, I didn’t bleed

Because now, that the sun rised

I lost the shine of your bright soul

So I bid you goodbye

You should stop wondering why

I would never, never lie

But until the end of this season

We better take different ways

So I can stay

Far away from your smile

If you find the guilt in me

You will see

I’m only the reflection of your mistakes

And regrets

The heart’s been turned into a stone

I’ve been missing my true home

But now I’m all alone

The eyes of the ocean have been guiding me

The gates of Heaven have been closed to me

Why can’t I see

That you can’t hear 

The voice that was never mine?

Once we played

You pretended you prayed

To a solution we never found

If you never had a bound to me

We were in a ship 

But it hit against the ice

I knew that time

We shouldn’t no longer try

The request of the Heavens

Were sent to me

But it only made bleed

These cold oceans

I’m drowning inside of myself

But neither the hell

Can’t save my syn

Of once loving you